A parrot has joined us for dinner, his feathers meticulous, his red tail smoothed, though the overhead fan makes that scarlet move in a rhythm like dancing. He is urbane, his conversation witty, as if we're in a movie, I think, supposing all his lines rehearsed. But they are neither rote nor imitation. He's a philosopher, his ideas are original. My mother is charmed, and my sister. Even my brothers smile at his jokes. I say, "I'll bet you've had better meals than this." He raises one emerald wing to call a waiter, laughs, swallowing a mouthful of foie gras before admitting yes, he has, but never found the company more attractive. He turns his golden eyes on me. I feel the colors of him rippling rainbows in my blood. The family predictably frowns No. But if I cannot have him, I'd rather spend a lifetime yearning than settle in with arms, smooth flesh, fingers not unlike my own.
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