Rainbow Over Bamberg
" ... with great awe, and with signs, and with wonders" (Deut. 26:8)
Can promises be kept and never broken? I watched you come out running in the rain, American, glance up at our soft sky, Then higher--to the giant arch of light And color, vaporous, yet smooth, stretched tight Beyond this planet's ends, a stellar sigh. The red, gold, green, blue, plum, its sweet refrain Spelled in your heart a wondrous, riddling token.
Was it just so the ancients thought they saw Unearthly feet treading a sapphire dome? And in a many-colored banner read A whispered vow whose tones would never fade? And yet they do--down there, where vows are made. You didn't see me watching you from home, But ran, eyes now on earth, now overhead. I couldn't but feel awestruck at your awe.
I used to live there--in a different time. It was a lovely place, until the day Young thugs in uniform became the rage, And neighbors shut their doors, friends hurried past. The kids with F's in school now had a blast, Forcing the teacher's door--his mom's grey age, Dragged tumbling down the stairs, made her fair play For kicks around the cobblestones. No crime.
We wore big badges in those days--those stars Of one plain color--so that those who live Next door and see us every day should know Us finally for what we really are. Strange thing, to read so much into a star Of cloth--enough to read the sign below The face, and turn your eyes away, and give No second glance toward friends in cattle cars.
I saw you, by the way, American, Once in Berlin, and jogging that time, too. You paused before the synagogue--restored, Splendid in bright red brick and gilded trim. You pondered the inscription--David's hymn In ancient Hebrew letters--and you pored Over its spiky shapes between the two Arched doorways, whose wood doors swing free again.
A plaque thanks a policeman who, alone, Fought the flames back when crowds of torches burned, One glassy-cold November night. I stood And watched you as you took a few steps back, Darting your eyes from gilded towers to plaque, In awe. I made a sign, as if you could Have known my face, but, running past, you turned Your eyes away--fleet thing of blood and bone.
I know that you will never hear these words, That we will never meet--and yet I say I promise you, this rainbow that you saw Will come again to spread across the skies, Though, it may be, not for your living eyes. One end will touch New York, the other draw Past old Jerusalem, up from my day Of darkness toward soft light, round heavenwards.
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