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Outlasting Elegy
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I'm looking out the window for the promised meteor shower, rain of fire the heavens release, while my thumb walks a dry pattern on the brasswound top strings of the guitar; wood's vibration against the bone above my heart reminds me man's first instrument was probably the drum. This room, hollow as a drum, trembles with the small beat of my foot on the floor. If this was a different night, if I could see these grains of burning stone, I might give each one the name of someone departed. But the cold sky stays bare, the dead fade into the carved letters of their names. And if I stand here long enough, I'll begin to lament deaths that have not happened yet. There is no end to elegies. And they are all the same elegy: Milton keening for lost Lycidias, Shelley fighting his tears for Adonais, the blind reverend Gary Davis singing "Death Don't Have No Mercy," a song I can't find in the slur my fingers rake from these strings. When Gary Davis played guitar, one thumb held a heart-steady rhythm while his fingers danced out notes bright and uncatchable as stars, the way that other blind singer, Milton, crafted lush Edens with his tongue, versions of paradise that stay although the tongue that brandished them has gone to soil. Years after Gary Davis's death, I can listen to him sing of salvation and lust. I can hope for meteors. I can hope we go on forever, like music or fire, outlasting even the grim tolling of elegy and our own burning skin.
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Writer
Bio
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Al Maginnes has appeared in numerous publications, including The Georgia Review, Quarterly West, Bellingham Review, Crab Orchard Review, Mid-American Review, New England Review, New Orleans Review, Shenandoah, Green Mountains Review, Poem, Southern Poetry Review, Texas Review, and Two Rivers Review. He has published two volumes of poetry, Taking Up Our Daily Tools (St. Andrews College Press, 1997) and The Light in Our Houses (Pleaides Press, 2000). He teaches at Wake Technical Community College in Raleigh, NC.
almaginnes@mindspring.com
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